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Thursday, 10 December 2009

  • 今天的我，无奈...

    这些日子很努力的尝试变回以前的自己，那个让人感觉总是很强也有点目中无人的自己，
    才发现原来那套真的行不通，因为其实要在乎的人，事，物，真的很多很多，除了你，还有它...

    你还好吗？你吃宵夜了吗？你睡了吗？
    而你又是谁？

    明天的它会变得美好吗？它还会灿烂美丽吗？
    它又是什么？

    最近的生活过得有点没意义...
    闷得我每一天都在为自己介绍新朋友，虚拟的朋友，自己幻想出来的知己...
    因为只有对着他们我才能说我要说的话，听我想要听的东西...
    可能我真的病了，可是那很重要吗？

    睡前提醒自己，不去想的并不代表不存在...
    而我也不应该在今夜失眠，因为不值得...

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Tuesday, 10 February 2009

  • erm... something is not right here...

    i ate, i vomit..
    i see food, i feel disgusting...

    they said it's because of all the things that i've stored in my brain all these while,
    i said i dont care...

Friday, 30 January 2009

  • It's been more than 5 months i didnt really blog...
    and now i'm back... back from hometown, back in kl, and back to reality...

    CNY in hometown was way too great, at least i felt relax after 6 months fighting with the unknowns and got back to see all the closed-ones around me...
    thanks to everyone who showed love and care for the past 7 days...
    i'm seriously planning... gimme time...

    took some photos while i was in jb, but not by my camera...
    so, no photo to be posted here...

    kinda emo right now as i'm telling myself innerly that memories are always great but reality is the fact that we have to face...

    thanks everyone...

Friday, 22 August 2008

Monday, 11 August 2008